( the familiarity is easy enough, and comfortable, now.
wanda reaches to push him away a little more, because it doesn't seem like peter has a real sense of how much is dangerous and how much isn't. she doesn't mind, though, the company that his presence offers.
she does a raise a brow at the question. )
Feeling like you could brew a potion or two?
( she's teasing, and will continue to do so unless he brings it up. wanda is not about to admit to anything. )
[ okay, okay, he's stepping back. still close enough where he can still see what she's doing in the cauldron, but far enough where she won't chew him out. ]
I know I don't got the, [ he wriggles his fingers a little. ] Witchy vibe, but it looks fun.
( he wriggles his fingers, and wonders if he's taken that from the times he's seen her using her powers. she snorts, then hands him the wooden spoon she's been using. )
Keep stirring it at a normal speed for a minute. I think that'll make the cinnamon and caramel mix.
( and now she stands, a little at a loss of what happens next in the soda making process. )
We're making the Coke for Carmy. I've never done it before, but I think caramel and cinnamon are a place to start.
[ firstly, he absolutely did. secondly, he snickers a little, more of a heh heh than anything else, but he does take the spoon from her to stir the contents at normal speed. ]
What happened to saying no? [ he's gotta be a shit. but did she really expect anything less. ] I drink more of 'em than I've ever made 'em. But I guess the trickiest part is the fizziness. Unless you got, like, highly carbonated water lying around somewhere in your shop.
( she was being an ass to peter in specific, but she wasn't just about to deny carmy of having coke if that's something that he really wants. besides— )
He's taking requests from everyone, and that's got to be tiring. Sure, he's a cook, but it's not like it makes it any easier.
( defensive, much?
anyway, she sits down on her haunches, hugging her knees, and watching as the concoction emulsifies as peter stirs it. )
[ of course she was being an ass to peter in specific, she's a bully and he's accepted that. and yeah, he agrees with that, too — carmy deserves to have something nice also, which was why peter offered in the first place. but like, ma'am... ]
Why're you so touchy? No one's saying he's not. [ he squints at her. ] You like him, or something?
( wanda stokes the fire with a branch, counting down the seconds before peter needs to stop stirring. except that countdown gets interrupted by, what feels to her, a really stupid question.
she looks up at him with a scrunch of her face. )
I'm not being touchy. ( she is ) He's a likable guy. He made you Twinkies.
I know he made me Twinkies, that's why I wanted to ask you to help me in the first place.
[ before she decided to bully him in public. ]
Yeah, you are. You're all — [ he frowns a little, trying to think of the word, and ends up scrunching his face much like she is as he waves his free hand. ] Testy. Are you crushing on the guy?
[ which, like, valid. despite how peter is, he's not blind. carmy's cute. ]
( it's a crime, now, to have a friend? she knows them maximoffs don't have the best track record at being, well, friendly. but is this interrogation necessary? )
What?
( she snaps her head at the question.
it's such an annoying, brother thing to ask. )
I'm in a relationship. I don't care about Carmy that way. ( how dare peter— she sniffs, the caramel is burning. ) Look, the caramel's ruined now.
[ maybe he wouldn't have asked if she wasn't being so defensive in the first place. but her pointing out the caramel burning makes him pause, glancing down the cauldron. ]
Oh, shit. Sorry.
[ by force of habit, he immediately looks at the bottom of the cauldron first, as if there were burners there that he could turn off. except there obviously aren't, so he ends up grabbing the cauldron's handle and pulling it off the fire completely. ]
( a handle which is, thankfully, made of wood, so he won't be burning his palm. wanda huffs, standing up and following behind him and guiding him to place it down on a pile of stones.
the concoction is sticky, but smells horrible, burnt as it is. )
It's fine. We'll just have to start over.
( wanda moves to the side to grab a bucket of water to dump into the cauldron. )
[ he sets the cauldron down on the stones and the burnt caramel sizzles loudly when wanda dumps the water in, thankfully mitigating some of that smell. he's quiet while they get another batch started, being more diligent about keeping an eye on it to prevent this one from burning, but as they both know that silence doesn't remain for very long. ]
( it takes wanda a moment to pick up what peter's putting down, more intent instead on getting the caramel syrup thing they're going for right, rather than having it get burnt again.
if they set their minds to it, surely they'll manage—
she looks up at peter after pouring the measured amounts of sugar into the cauldron. )
Why are you so interested in this?
( part of her thinks: this is none of his business. )
[ for a second, he asks himself that question as well. why is he so focused on it? does it really matter, in the end, who wanda wants to be with? something — swells within him, not quite protectiveness but something parallel to that, maybe. he doesn't really know how to really identify it. but he thinks of the wanda he grew up with and the day she told him she liked someone from school, and... well, maybe this is a shade of that.
it feels silly, now that he thinks about it. wanda can take care of herself. he's being presumptuous. he chews on the inside of his cheek for a moment, watching the sugar gather at the bottom of the cauldron. ]
Habit, [ is what he ends up settling on by way of an explanation. ] Sorry.
( with every new ounce of conversation they have, it feels like they step into some brand new territory with a million minefields they are both not adept enough to navigate.
and yet she hates hearing him apologize so much.
maybe this is one of those hurdles they are never meant to really push past.
wanda grabs at the wooden spoon, and starts circling it around in the sugar, initially, letting it all spread out in as thin a layer as possible. )
He's a lawyer from Hell's Kitchen in New York. I like him a lot. ( she's kind of listing things... ) You should talk to him some time. He said he'll look for a chance to get to know you.
[ he almost opens his mouth to say maybe he won't immediately get sick of me as a joke. but he remembers what wanda told him when they were gathering things for the funeral and keeps his mouth shut instead, taking the offered spoon.
it takes a while for the sugar to melt; it feels even longer for peter. but he sits with it, forces himself to remain still and wrestles down the anxiety that he made an irreparable mistake. if she was really upset with him, he's sure she would've buried him in the ground by now with hardly a thought. eventually, when the sugar melts enough for him to start stirring carefully, he speaks up. ]
That one time we had the whole conference call thing, when we were stuck underground, [ his cheeks puff out with his sigh, breathing it out slowly. ] He was really nice. I wasn't expecting it.
( it's strange, to feel like the older sister when she's always been the youngest of the two. wanda doesn't think she's the most intelligent nor the most emotionally stable, but it shows—to her—that she has allowed herself for more growth in ways that peter is still working on.
she moves to take a seat on the steps that lead up to the back door of her shop, watching over the cooking situation from here.
wanda doesn't know how exactly to move this conversation forward, but... )
I'd like it for you and him to be familiar with each other.
( if he were to look up at her, she'd shrug. all the things he needs to hear about who they both are to one another, she's said before. it would feel insulting to have to repeat it. )
He isn't the best influence, though, but if you're just yourself around him— ( well. she scrunches her nose. ) It wouldn't be so bad, would it?
[ he does look up at her, blinking almost owlishly for a moment before he goes back to stirring. he doesn't see her nose scrunch but he can practically hear it; his tone turns dry— ]
Just myself. [ hah. well, if she didn't think it would go well, she wouldn't have said it. ] If you think he's ready for that, then sure.
[ he'll be on his best behavior. or, as best as it can be when it comes to him. ]
( she knows that that's how he deals with things, putting himself down when maybe he shouldn't, in trying to see where (if at all) he fits in. it must be strange, especially when he is a version of the brother she was born with, the brother everyone else knows and likely compares peter with.
wanda makes a face at him. )
You are a lot more alike to Pietro than you think. ( —peter had seen him, the ghost of her brother, in the horizon— ) I would have told him exactly the same thing about Matt if he was here.
[ pietro's got an air of confidence about him that peter can't help but admire, even just from that one interaction peter had with him in the horizon. the less charitable would call it arrogance, probably. it's not as if peter is particularly insecure—maybe it's just the way pietro carries himself, unapologetic in the way he talks, the way he acts. pietro is the cooler brother that peter knows he isn't.
and that's fine. peter has never fit in anywhere, back home and here, and likely never will—always moving and thinking too fast, irreverent to the proper time and place. but there's always a part of him that waits for the other shoe to drop: the moment when she realizes where he's lacking and decide she's better off not knowing anyway. it wouldn't be the first time he's been passed on. sometimes, he still catches himself wondering how long it'll be before wanda inevitably pushes him away. it would be fair, he thinks. he'd never aspired to be like pietro, or wanted to replace him in any way, but it's tricky to navigate; the lines aren't always so clearly defined.
but she has no reason to be kind to him, nor to reach out to him as much as she already has. and that's more than he's ever gotten in his life. ]
Would he have hassled you about it? Give Matt a shakedown after?
( peter tends to catch her off-guard in so many ways, and wanda constantly finds herself uncertain about whether she is telling him the right things or just what the two of them want to hear, in order to 'keep the peace' with these very strange circumstances of being siblings, worlds apart, but found anew in abraxas.
but, especially now, wanda hates making comparisons between the two. pietro was pietro, and will always be his own person; peter is just different, the circumstances of his life dictating why he isn't as hardened in ways that pietro had to quickly become. and, truth be told, wanda wouldn't want peter to ever go through the things she and her brother went through, growing up.
she sits back against the steps, feeling the hard line press against the small of her back, thoughtful about his questions. )
...I'm actually not sure. ( and it feels like a disservice to pretend that she would know. ) I never dated anyone seriously when we were in Sokovia. He was the one with all the girlfriends, and he made a mess of that, sometimes, too.
( meaning, wanda was the one hassling her brother for his actions. he never had to worry about her wanting to be in a relationship. )
There were a few boys I hung out with in secret from him, but the only real relationship I had was when I was in America.
( after he had already died. quietly, she says, shrugging her shoulders, )
I don't know what he'd say, but— you should do what you want. You have sisters, don't you?
[ pietro being the one with all the girlfriends, and making a mess of them. peter's mouth quirks into a lopsided smile as he continues stirring the sugar; it's easy to imagine wanda hassling him, if it's anything like the way she sometimes hassles peter. ]
I do, yeah. But they're a lot younger than you. [ in both body and mind. his mother spoiled them as much as she could, of course, not that peter blamed her for it. he laughs suddenly, feeling a pang of—something, in his chest. ] It's weird. I've changed their diapers, you know? But I don't think I'd ever be ready for it if they brought a boy home.
( it's strange to think that peter would have a sister he isn't a twin to. just how different are the maximoffs within the multiverse, and how come she is as close to a twin to him, when they're both so separate from each other? )
You've changed diapers?
( she almost sounds surprised, like it's hard to believe. )
Yeah? I mean, they weren't gonna change themselves.
[ the wonderful thing about super speed is that he could change both his sisters' diapers at the same time. he squints at her over the cauldron and then raises a brow— ]
called out, her brow cinches and she looks down, busying herself with the hem of her skirt that seems to be stitched all wrong from one of her attempts at sewing late at night when she couldn't sleep.
maybe this, too, is one way of broaching a difficult subject for her, )
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wanda reaches to push him away a little more, because it doesn't seem like peter has a real sense of how much is dangerous and how much isn't. she doesn't mind, though, the company that his presence offers.
she does a raise a brow at the question. )
Feeling like you could brew a potion or two?
( she's teasing, and will continue to do so unless he brings it up. wanda is not about to admit to anything. )
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[ okay, okay, he's stepping back. still close enough where he can still see what she's doing in the cauldron, but far enough where she won't chew him out. ]
I know I don't got the, [ he wriggles his fingers a little. ] Witchy vibe, but it looks fun.
[ "fun." ]
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Keep stirring it at a normal speed for a minute. I think that'll make the cinnamon and caramel mix.
( and now she stands, a little at a loss of what happens next in the soda making process. )
We're making the Coke for Carmy. I've never done it before, but I think caramel and cinnamon are a place to start.
( maybe? )
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What happened to saying no? [ he's gotta be a shit. but did she really expect anything less. ] I drink more of 'em than I've ever made 'em. But I guess the trickiest part is the fizziness. Unless you got, like, highly carbonated water lying around somewhere in your shop.
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( she was being an ass to peter in specific, but she wasn't just about to deny carmy of having coke if that's something that he really wants. besides— )
He's taking requests from everyone, and that's got to be tiring. Sure, he's a cook, but it's not like it makes it any easier.
( defensive, much?
anyway, she sits down on her haunches, hugging her knees, and watching as the concoction emulsifies as peter stirs it. )
Carbonated water isn't a problem.
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[ of course she was being an ass to peter in specific, she's a bully and he's accepted that. and yeah, he agrees with that, too — carmy deserves to have something nice also, which was why peter offered in the first place. but like, ma'am... ]
Why're you so touchy? No one's saying he's not. [ he squints at her. ] You like him, or something?
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she looks up at him with a scrunch of her face. )
I'm not being touchy. ( she is ) He's a likable guy. He made you Twinkies.
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[ before she decided to bully him in public. ]
Yeah, you are. You're all — [ he frowns a little, trying to think of the word, and ends up scrunching his face much like she is as he waves his free hand. ] Testy. Are you crushing on the guy?
[ which, like, valid. despite how peter is, he's not blind. carmy's cute. ]
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What?
( she snaps her head at the question.
it's such an annoying, brother thing to ask. )
I'm in a relationship. I don't care about Carmy that way. ( how dare peter— she sniffs, the caramel is burning. ) Look, the caramel's ruined now.
( it's both their faults. )
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Oh, shit. Sorry.
[ by force of habit, he immediately looks at the bottom of the cauldron first, as if there were burners there that he could turn off. except there obviously aren't, so he ends up grabbing the cauldron's handle and pulling it off the fire completely. ]
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the concoction is sticky, but smells horrible, burnt as it is. )
It's fine. We'll just have to start over.
( wanda moves to the side to grab a bucket of water to dump into the cauldron. )
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... Is it Matt?
[ the one she's in a relationship with. ]
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if they set their minds to it, surely they'll manage—
she looks up at peter after pouring the measured amounts of sugar into the cauldron. )
Why are you so interested in this?
( part of her thinks: this is none of his business. )
—it is Matt.
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it feels silly, now that he thinks about it. wanda can take care of herself. he's being presumptuous. he chews on the inside of his cheek for a moment, watching the sugar gather at the bottom of the cauldron. ]
Habit, [ is what he ends up settling on by way of an explanation. ] Sorry.
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and yet she hates hearing him apologize so much.
maybe this is one of those hurdles they are never meant to really push past.
wanda grabs at the wooden spoon, and starts circling it around in the sugar, initially, letting it all spread out in as thin a layer as possible. )
He's a lawyer from Hell's Kitchen in New York. I like him a lot. ( she's kind of listing things... ) You should talk to him some time. He said he'll look for a chance to get to know you.
( she hands him the spoon to hold. there. )
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it takes a while for the sugar to melt; it feels even longer for peter. but he sits with it, forces himself to remain still and wrestles down the anxiety that he made an irreparable mistake. if she was really upset with him, he's sure she would've buried him in the ground by now with hardly a thought. eventually, when the sugar melts enough for him to start stirring carefully, he speaks up. ]
That one time we had the whole conference call thing, when we were stuck underground, [ his cheeks puff out with his sigh, breathing it out slowly. ] He was really nice. I wasn't expecting it.
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she moves to take a seat on the steps that lead up to the back door of her shop, watching over the cooking situation from here.
wanda doesn't know how exactly to move this conversation forward, but... )
I'd like it for you and him to be familiar with each other.
( if he were to look up at her, she'd shrug. all the things he needs to hear about who they both are to one another, she's said before. it would feel insulting to have to repeat it. )
He isn't the best influence, though, but if you're just yourself around him— ( well. she scrunches her nose. ) It wouldn't be so bad, would it?
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Just myself. [ hah. well, if she didn't think it would go well, she wouldn't have said it. ] If you think he's ready for that, then sure.
[ he'll be on his best behavior. or, as best as it can be when it comes to him. ]
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( she knows that that's how he deals with things, putting himself down when maybe he shouldn't, in trying to see where (if at all) he fits in. it must be strange, especially when he is a version of the brother she was born with, the brother everyone else knows and likely compares peter with.
wanda makes a face at him. )
You are a lot more alike to Pietro than you think. ( —peter had seen him, the ghost of her brother, in the horizon— ) I would have told him exactly the same thing about Matt if he was here.
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and that's fine. peter has never fit in anywhere, back home and here, and likely never will—always moving and thinking too fast, irreverent to the proper time and place. but there's always a part of him that waits for the other shoe to drop: the moment when she realizes where he's lacking and decide she's better off not knowing anyway. it wouldn't be the first time he's been passed on. sometimes, he still catches himself wondering how long it'll be before wanda inevitably pushes him away. it would be fair, he thinks. he'd never aspired to be like pietro, or wanted to replace him in any way, but it's tricky to navigate; the lines aren't always so clearly defined.
but she has no reason to be kind to him, nor to reach out to him as much as she already has. and that's more than he's ever gotten in his life. ]
Would he have hassled you about it? Give Matt a shakedown after?
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but, especially now, wanda hates making comparisons between the two. pietro was pietro, and will always be his own person; peter is just different, the circumstances of his life dictating why he isn't as hardened in ways that pietro had to quickly become. and, truth be told, wanda wouldn't want peter to ever go through the things she and her brother went through, growing up.
she sits back against the steps, feeling the hard line press against the small of her back, thoughtful about his questions. )
...I'm actually not sure. ( and it feels like a disservice to pretend that she would know. ) I never dated anyone seriously when we were in Sokovia. He was the one with all the girlfriends, and he made a mess of that, sometimes, too.
( meaning, wanda was the one hassling her brother for his actions. he never had to worry about her wanting to be in a relationship. )
There were a few boys I hung out with in secret from him, but the only real relationship I had was when I was in America.
( after he had already died. quietly, she says, shrugging her shoulders, )
I don't know what he'd say, but— you should do what you want. You have sisters, don't you?
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[ pietro being the one with all the girlfriends, and making a mess of them. peter's mouth quirks into a lopsided smile as he continues stirring the sugar; it's easy to imagine wanda hassling him, if it's anything like the way she sometimes hassles peter. ]
I do, yeah. But they're a lot younger than you. [ in both body and mind. his mother spoiled them as much as she could, of course, not that peter blamed her for it. he laughs suddenly, feeling a pang of—something, in his chest. ] It's weird. I've changed their diapers, you know? But I don't think I'd ever be ready for it if they brought a boy home.
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You've changed diapers?
( she almost sounds surprised, like it's hard to believe. )
Willingly?
( maybe wanda has an incorrect idea of him. )
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[ the wonderful thing about super speed is that he could change both his sisters' diapers at the same time. he squints at her over the cauldron and then raises a brow— ]
You don't have to sound that surprised.
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( (she is.)
called out, her brow cinches and she looks down, busying herself with the hem of her skirt that seems to be stitched all wrong from one of her attempts at sewing late at night when she couldn't sleep.
maybe this, too, is one way of broaching a difficult subject for her, )
I've changed diapers, too.